Haha. This is pathetic. I really have nothing better to do with my life than sit here and stare at a computer screen. So I'm typing this up, though it may be against better judgement. Not much has been going on in my life so far. If there was I'm sure someone else would tell me about it. >.<;; I am of course a freshman, this means I have the wonderful pleasure of experiencing High-School quality gossip. How wonderful to me. It's amazing that once you hit 14 the world deems it necessary to try and control each distinct detail of your life. (This comment is not directed to anyone who reads this blog, but I need to write it down-- ) People need to keep their prying asses out of my business. There's no need to run my life for me, I've had it under control for at least the past 10 years. (Assuming the first 4 years of my life were almost completely dependant of others, but that's natural.)

                    This seems to be a running event within those of my life. Turns out Carol, friend of Mae's father has found her blog and has been submitting e-mails to her parents on the content of said blog. Some people need to Fuck Off. But I shouldn't say that, it's cursing and it's rude. However, it is also rude to invade someone's privacy. She deserved the statement.

                     Oh well, enough of my hissy tyrades. I just pray that no one finds this little patch of web, I just may lose the little traces of sanity I have left. Other than being aggravated I really have nothing else to write. I have no life. So I am completely bored. Hence the second part of the title. "Boredom". A foul and loathsome creature really. Some one should hunt it down and make it watch some incredbily boring scientific program. Make it take it's own medicine. Maybe then it wouldn't be so cruel. It really is cruel. :: le sigh ::

                       Heh. Though all this idle time leaves me to wonder. How many people actually hear what's said in silence? Odd question, but if you think about it that makes sense. People may think that I'm a very loud person, saying exactly what's on my mind. So it leaves me to wonder if they ever hear what I say without speaking. It all has to do with your gestures, or what you say through your eyes. Sometimes I could swear that no one has any idea what I'm talking about, but then they themselves will say something like that so they must be able to tell when other people do.... I realize I'm talking in riddles again. Forgive me. But it's amazng what your mind thinks of when you give it enough time. xP I have more than enough time to do just that. I gave up watching TV for lent. Haha, I sure screwed myself over, huh?

                        Well, I'll leave you with this. I thought it was a correct representation of me. Quiz I took on http://otaku.theguru.com



                       
What Puni Puni Poemy Character Are You?
Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

~Gypsy Rose~

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Haha, the picture's horrible. I trired to brush all my hair behind my shoulder and that obviously didn't work. Plus, my friend xaught me when I was looking down, xP Such a weird angle. Oh well. Hehe.

Anyway, that's the big event in my life so far. Sad, no?

Haha, I'm such a loser
~Gypsy Rose<3

Let's hope I don't blow up before tomorrow. ^.^ 

               ~ Gypsy Rose <3

                  I'm sorry, I'm terribly sorry. This post goes out to a certain someone. They know who they are. ---

 This is an apology, I guess. More to the point, it's a statement of beliefs.

I'm sorry about what happened. I don't know why, but I am. Truly. I'm fearful... it doesn't matter.

This is going to hurt, I understand that. I accept that. I am sorry, but I will never let go Please accept that. I'm not sick, I'm not in danger. In fact, I'd be so much more so without him there... even if he's only a memory. Can you ever accept that? Will it ever be the same? Please tell me it will.

I love you, you're the dearest sister to me. You are my support system. What you said today... it killed me. I cried. I'm sorry you think that, and I'm sorry for hiding behind the Internet's mask to say this. I know you'll never understand this... I think you once did, but we've grown up... All I ask is that you're there for me.

When we go back to school tomorrow, I want nothing to have changed. I'm saying this here, so I don't have to acknowledge it... so I don't have to speak a word. So I'm writing this. Please don't mention it too me, let's act like sisters again. Don't let this hang continually over our heads.

I need him to survive. He is my life. Please understand that. I love him more than there are words to express. Please don't make me choose between the two of you. Lyz... She understands, she feels so much the same as I. I never hold her above you, but please don't be offended if I say I need to talk to her... I love you so much, I don't want to hurt you at all. Please forgive me.

If it makes anything better.... I won't mention anything about him to you. I'm very good at keeping my feelings locked inside, and if you aren't comfortable with this I won't mention any of this anymore. Please have faith in me.

This will all be okay.

I love you.

Gabrielle

                    Nothing to post today really, just another trivial day at school. Though I have started my obsession with drawing anime again. ^.^ Unearthed my sketchbooks and numerous New Type Magazines. ^.^ Hehe, wish me luck!

                     Oh! And on the topic of anime, there's a web-manga that I found the link to on Aggie's blog. IT'S AMAZING. I absolutely adore it. The girl draws so good I am incredibly jealous. Check it out, it's awesome! Called "Arcana", but I must warn you. There's instances of yaoi or slash, whatever you choose to call it. [For those who don't know what that means.. erm... MxM. But nothing dirty. She keeps it clean ^.^] I encourage you to check it out if only for the artwork!! I'll link it here below, and the official link shall go in my profile under "Wonders" [Cuz that's what it is! xP I'm a funny one.

   >> http://arcana.keenspace.com/ <<

You need to go into the archives to start from the beginning!

                 Hehe, I'm quite smitten with the character of Caine! ^.^ Cutie!! He has the singular best line I've read so far!

 "Rawr. Fear... my boxers. Bwuahaha."

           You have to read it in context, it makes sense then. But ISN'T THAT THE COOLEST?? ^.^ I <3 Caine. [Hehe, sidenote- he's wearing the cutest boxer with lil' hearts on 'em. xDDD] 

                  Other than that, not much is going on. So I shall leave you with this, for I am contentdly munching on my apple [I <3 Apples. ^.^] and am about to attempt to draw yet again. 

         Munch, munch, munch...
                      ~Gypsy Rose~

                 Yup yup, if anyone cared to notice I have my new layout up!! ^.^ Yes, this one has a back story. xP

                 I was surfin around Anime Vision* through the different galleries and happened upon a picture of three demons. Though this is debatable the expressions they had and their all around look struck me as surprisingly alike to Mae, Lyz, and I. So of course this had to be a basis of my new layout ^.^ Implored Lyz to make it for me since I still lack a Paint Shop Pro of any kind or deviation. It says "Beware the Three" and then a bunch of different phrases pertaining to us in the background. ^.^ I <3 it!!! 

               Anyway, that's all for now. The Psycho Penguin Queen is over [a.k.a Mae] and that's about all I have to say!! 

               Ohh! And I have a few Spiffeh new LJ Icons by Nefarious*! GO GRAVITATION! All the characters featured are from there. They're t3h s3x! ^.^ I <3 Ryuichi.

Now go watch the Superbowl!! ^.^

The One and Only

~Gypsy Rose~

" In that chamber was I born. Thus awakening from the long night of what seemed, but was not, nonentity, at once into the very regios of fairy-land-- into a palace of imagination-- into wild dominions of monastic thought and erudition-- it is not singular that I gazed around me with a startled and ardent eye-- that I loitered away my boyhood in books and dissipated my youth in reverie; but it is singular that as years rolled away, and the noon of manhood found me still in the mansion of my fathers-- it is wonderful what stagnation there fell upon the springs of my life-- wonderful how total an inversion took place in the character of the commonest thought. The realities of the world affected me as visions, and as vissions only, while the wild ideas of the land of dreams became, in turn, -- not the materialof my every-day existence-- but in very deed that existence utterly and solely in itself."

** See highlighted text for a total and complete explanation of my existence. **

Like I said, I'm in love with this story. I seriously beg all of you to read it, and I'm not even finished yet. ^.^ I can't wait to read more.

Anywho... Nothing more to write really. I'm in a GREATTTT mood, and Mae is coming over on Sunday to sleepover. This is AWESOME! Hehe, I have a feeling there will be no sleep invovled. We're both psychos. If you hear a huge blast followed by debris and smoke everywhere attribute that to us. And if there is a Penguin Break out in any of your local zoos, that's us two. ^.^

WOOT WOOT! ^.^ SEE YA SUCKERRRRRSSS!!!! xP


~Gypsy Rose~

[P.s- Get ready for a HUGE overhaul on the look of the blog. The banner's ready, so the change should be made in a couple of days!!]